Faye Tandog | Blog

4 years ago

I was in the stage of deciding the next big step in life I’m going to take. College.

For some reason I still have a separation anxiety over this certain school where I passed my real dream academic program— computer engineering. I didn’t attend that school because our family can’t afford it. It’s too late when I discovered that there are scholarships like being student assistants and stuff. I should have pursued what I really wanted, so I’ll not be having this I’m-enjoying-my-course-right-now-but-I-know-there’s-always-a-better-one-for-me-so-I-guess-I’ll-just-take-graduate-studies-for-it thing.

The real problem for me that time was that, I don’t really know what I wanted and I don’t know how to fight for it.

In a year, I’ll be taking another big leap in my life. I must make sure I’ll not mess up this time.

In other news…

I’m so freakin hungry I’m starting to think about shitty ‘What is the meaning of life’ things again.

I’ll be taking my last prelim exam in a few hours

And here I am, blogging and reading random lulzy things on Cracked. Gah, Chinese new year is coming and I can’t help thinking about eating in Manila Chinatown. =_=

Okay so here’s my plan for my little food getaway. I’ll ride the jeep to Divisoria, go down at Benavidez st. and let all hell break loose.

Finally, a manifestation that I am actually growing.

I realized just now (as in a few moments ago) that finally, I am experiencing PMS’s. For some reason I doubted that women’s mood swings, irritability and whatnot are really connected to the menstrual cycle but then events today made me think about why the hell I am feeling unhappy and easily irritated over small things. I thought it was because of the exam week but then, Google answered.

I am blogging right now because I am feeling extremely unhappy. Damn, why do women have to experience stuff like this. =_=

Now I must search for ways to counter this syndrome that I think I will have to deal with for the rest of my life. Another problem is my ‘irregularity’ that will make this even hard to prepare for. -_-

Also, I don’t have a wisdom tooth yet.

Random fact: I’m 19 years old and turning 20 in a few months. -_-

A Very Quick Update of What’s Going On Before I Become Too Crazy To Tell It

It is the week before exams week and a month before JFFC. Imagine how sabog I am. Well, it is pretty evident in this video. I swear to god I’m not reading any idiot boards. This is one hella spontaneous vid.